Black and White

At this very moment my life is absolutely insane right now. Everything is either black or white in the present realm of things. 3 weeks ago worked the Grammy's (amazing), 2 weeks ago was asked to be in a local band's music video "landslides" as the lead singers love interest (we held hands), 1 week ago caught a bug and coughed so hard i fractured my rib (slightly embarrassing) causing me to miss a few classes from lack of mobility, and this week caught a bug again (gotta love college campuses) so i'm coughing up a storm, singing and dancing with my sorority in an event cleverly titled "SING", while having my mom, grandma, brother and great uncle (who grows a magical plant in his forest in Maine), ex boyfriends sister and her friend stay over in Waco this weekend to see me. So life is crazy in the physical and present realm of my life.

On top of all I do have classes that are required of me and they do require some effort.

As all of this is going on in my head I am trying to get a job. Graduate school is out of the question and finacially i get cut off as soon as the diploma hits my hand. So yes, I want to ideally be in southern California. But I do not know where or what company to work for so i just have been applying everywhere, Then there is an amazing company based in Fayetteville Arkansas called echolite media. It fits me so well but have no clue if they are hiring. The person who would be my boss asked to follow me on twitter so thats a good sign I guess? And now we are face book friends but he has not said anything about me working for him. Blast! Then after watching all those surf porn movies with the awkward one I fell in love with a director by the name of Taylor Steele. He lives in Austin and LA perfect right? So I sent him an email yet haven't heard of anything, Then I sent an email to a guy who gave me his card on the red carpet. Still nothing...

So my brain is going crazy and cut off things with tiny tim for the mean time because things have been crazy. Yet he still calls often and we are trying to do the whole friend's thing, im taking it better than he is.

So laskdfjaldskfhaosdfhalwekfhaodfj!!!!#$%%#Q#L%#$WERGLK#$%J as well....